hello.

no picture of the day, because i look like i am in pain. what the fuck? i am, in pain. :( of joanne, hairy body parts and one of the disadvantages having a pussy, either to choose shave or wax. loves know how much i hate shaving. well, now, i hate waxing too. epilator, anyone?

gaiusbooo is sleeping like a pig. so, i am drowning in boredom, but i can't really blame him because he had to wake up at 7 a. m. for work today. boy trying to earn some cash to make her baby girl happy. ;) HAHAHA. we have been talking ghetto for the few past days. i loveee talking ghetto. because it is cool like that, yo. ;) hmmm. another alternative to kill boredom is, watching television with bernard and parents, but nahhh. dad was trying to make me dance just because they were watching some dancing movie. ish!

today was just another day, but yesterday, well, was a happyhappyjoyjoy day. :)

21st august 2oo9.

the first reason for a happyhappyjoyjoy day is, mojo jojo, because having to spend another day with sister put a smile on my face all, day, longgg. :) mojo jojo and diane picked me up and left for, ucsi's gymmm. :D the second reason for a happyhappyjoyjoyday is, there was some connection between the threadmill and i. all this time, i hated threadmills, simply because i am a bad runner, but when i was running on the threadmill yesterday, i was actually running. :) haha. the third reason for a happyhappyjoyjoy day is, amaya, because, well, refer to the first reason. :)

mojo jojo and i left for al barkat, which is now haji, to meet up with amaya and dennistataraja.

dennistataraja; * going on and on about someone got him some vip passes for zouk.
me; * woke up from day dreaming. who got you the vip passes for zouk again?
dennistataraja; muasis.
me; huh? who is muasis?
dennistataraja; muasis.
me; who?
dennistataraja; muasis!
me; who is muasis?!
dennistataraja; mua, sis!
me; ohhh. mua, sis. my sis. HAHAHA.

you can't really blame me. how often do you hear a dude use " mua. "? ;P

bernard and kah chi picked mojo jojo, amaya and i up and left for my place.

amaya was playing with benjiboy while mojo jojo and i took shower because, well, we worked our asses out in the gym. mom insisted on us having dinner at the restaurant before sending us to sarah's place. plus, the sky was crying like a bitch. i can't really do anything, but to listen to her as she was the only transport we had. we left for the restaurant.

the hanging out in sarah's place was cancelled when we were almost done with dinner. so, we, plus with bernard and adelinesisterfromanotherparents, were thinking what to do. what do you get when all of us are suckers for alcohol? :) the forth reason for a happyhappyjoyjoy day is, taniii night. :D not just another tani night, but a tani night with people i love from the bottom of my heart, bro and hoes. HAHAHA. kidding. brother and sistersss. :D except that gaiusbooo couldn't make it. :(

we left for mc d as dennistataraja doesn't know the cuepacs area that well. when he reached, we left for kk to buy drinks.

we left for, erm, n field or something.

i swear when i saw n field, i was in love. :) a bench, where we sat and drank and talked bullandcocks, in front of a perfect playground. :) in the middle of finishing the drinks, we played some songs and started dancing. :) bernard, adelinesisterfromanotherparents and i kept doing the matrix dance, like how we always do in the clubs. ;) bernard, sisters and i left for kk to get more drinks and some junk food.

we left for mc d, because them bladders were fulleddd.

we left for n field again.

everyone seemed to enjoy the fucking raw tequila shots, but honestly, i miss my fucking tigerrr, carlsberggg, heinekennn, whatever beer! :( oh well. after a few shots of raw tequila, danced againnn. :D we left for my place when amaya had stomachache! ;P haha.

as soon as mojo jojo reached bedroom, she just fell on the bed. :) HAHAHA. stupid drunken bitch. ;P i was drowning in boredom, as no one was online at 3 in the fucking morning. so, i decided to jump on mojo jojo. i got shocked when she made a funny sound, " hhh! ". i was actually looking at her with my eyes opened wide for five seconds and acknowledged the fact that it was funny. so, i kept jumping on her and she made the same funny sound! :) HAHAHA. stupid drunken bitch, again. ;P after making a bowl of maggi mee and a cup of ice milo for dad, i tried to sleep, but woke mojo jojo up instead. so, we were playing with benjiboy, with him in between of us. i swear that spoiled brat was in his comfort zone, refusing to move. in the end, we just pushed him and slept like pigs. ;P

22nd august 2oo9.( today. )

i woke up to mojo jojo talking on the phone. i couldn't go back to sleep. so, we were just hanging out and talking about the fun we had yesterday. :) my life was back to its boring lifestyle when diane came and picked her up. :( well, it was awesome again when gaiusbooo came. :)

it is 5 in the fucking morning, and i am still not sleepy. :( since i am still in the mood for blogging, well, random things.;
. mr. raja came to give my driving license the other day. :)
. now, i just have to wait for all the documents to be done and the new car will be on its way to its hot owner. ;P haha. i am just hoping that uncle fishball is kidding about the new car takes three fucking months to come. :(
. i want to paint " hers. " on the driver's side of the new car, but gaiusbooo told me i have to get permission from some agent to do that, and iforgotwho told me the otherwise. it is annoying when this kind of things happen.
. i might be going for ucsi's orientation's day next thursday as a facilitator, doing friend's favour, and to kill boredom and time too, and to see sisters too, but negin told me there is a dress code for the facilitators. :O i swear if the dress code is urgh, i am going to the orientation's day as a student. ;P

it is going to be six in the fucking morning, and i am still not sleepy, but mom is screaming at me as i have a facial appointment tomorrow. ish! whatever it is, i am happy that i am going to get rid of my china cavewoman eyebrows. :)

goodbye.

where did we go?

hello.

taken from negin's handphone again. ;P

i just came back from the restaurant, because i took the medicines and feeling sleepy and dizzy in five minute time. even though i am glad that i am off for today, i am secretly feeling worried for uncle redface and aunt nancy because andrewthedumbfuck is replacing me. oh well. i can just hope.

today sets the best day of my college life and one of the best days of my life, because it was the day i realised life is not always a bitch, that you can do anything you want, that dying, is not a fear anymore.

laying on the grass with the wind blowing, comforting every inch of our bodies, side by side with the most beautiful people while looking at the most beautiful view, the blue sky evening.

sisters forever.

one of the most beautiful faces i see everyday.

credits to negin's handphone.

i have nothing to say, but i love yall bitches. :)

goodbye.

hello.

i took it last week, with neginsweety's new handphone. ;P she just uploaded it in facebook.

it is going to be 5 in the fucking morning. i should be sleeping as i am sick; sore throat, cough and flu. yes, i know they are the symptoms of swine flu, but i don't have fever, yet. yes, i saw the doctor already. so, it is all good. oh, and i have to four hour left to sleep. sigh. you see, i have insomnia. so, it is hard for me to sleep. life is, a bitch.

i don't really have anything to blog about. sooo, random things, that i can think of.;

. i lost two fucking kilogrammes in five fucking days. :) it is an accomplishment for me. so, shuttap. no, it is not the gymaholic moments. i didn't hit the gym for two weeks already. i just drink three litres of water every fucking day, eat twice, brunch and dinner and avoid fried food. * crickets' sounds. i ate mc d french fries today. :D
. i passed my driving exam. :)
. parents, especially dad, has been making fun of me, saying he would buy me an old car and blah blah blah. he is mean and i am high maintance.
. i almost bought it, but mom asked me for a copy of my driving license,( in two weeks time! :D ) my college id and ican'trememberwhatitis because she, i mean, parents, are buying me a new myvi. ;)
. dad is a loser. a major one, to be exact.
. i can't think of what colour to choose for the car, and what songs to download, as there is a new rule where a car can only have three pirated cds, and what to buy to pimp it. you know what? i think i am going to ask loves to come for car warming and make them to buy something for the baby. ;P
. yall losers who showed face, especially andrewthedumbfuck, when i asked for a ride, fuck yall because i am going to have a fucking car.
. new camera is on the way. :)
. i love macy grey. :)
. i find myself secretly smiling when people tell me their secrets.
. i miss her.

i can't think anymore. my brain is going to explode. you suck. my bladder is full. shhh shhh time.

goodbye.

i try to say goodbye and i choke,
try to walk away and i stumble,
though i try to hide it,
it is clear,
my world crumbles,
when you are not here. ♥♥♥

you will be missed. rest in peace, gary robert.